Back to my blog again.
Hi everyone :) hmm or maybe just meizhen nia. hahas only u come my blog and tag nia.
hahas thank:) i still will still check up my blog,even it did not update :)




just 10mth left to ORD.
fast?slow?
already one year pus in army le. kw alot of fun friends inside also.
hahas
Going study soon i finish my army. cant wait for the day to come.

My bd also coming soon also.
20th bd :) should i be happy for that? going to the 20 world :x hahas
but it still young for me :D



haha that all ba.
going sleep soon.
i will try to update if can:)
thank for the suppot :x

humm
just want to say i wun fell in the same hole again ba.
but...sometime maybe " NO pain NO gain" hahas
guy is like that de.kw it hurt but still wan to get hurt again..
gosh..
now i just can pei her chat in phone, facebook, sms, but no way to like her again.
just treat it as friend ba..

like,give up,forget a person got so hard maiz?
why i just cant do it?
i care her so much but in the end im the one who hurt..so funny..zzz
Everytime i start to fall in love with a girl,always is a sad ending.
gosh..i really dun kw what to do aready..

i just wan a girl that easy to get along,and care about me only..
i dun care she pretty or what..
so what is the girl pretty? she also will get old what..dun tell me she can mantain pretty alway..
lol..
haiz.
My friends all keep ask me to give up and forget about her.
say is easy, but it damn hard to forget..do u kw?
it take time..but sometime time also no use :/
maybe that me ba..
i wun anyhow like a girl unless i really like her alot ..

sometime i really hate myself
once a girl start to care me or keep talking with me,i will start to have those stupid feeling
take one eg ba..mel (church friend) *1st
she start to talk to me at first..then that stupid feeling back again..HATE HATE HATE
*2nd (geo)
she is that kind of girl that i have alot of fun talking to her,
li siao and shooting each other...and she the first and only girl that care me..
im very happy..
but sad ending also..:/

Aggggg!! why i always like that de?
girl talk or care about me i will start to have those lame feeling? WTF??
haiz..
HAO LA!! i really must give up on her le..the more i drag the pain i will get..

heard this from one of my friend
" find those girl that like you,not you like her at first,and slowly try to like her"
maybe the feel of letting ppl like is more better than u like ppl..
i really totally agree..

maybe i next time find a girl that like me...and try to give her a chance
i dun want find anymore. i give up on this aready ..i tired of it..
sometime got a girl like me, is also a happy thing:) i like her back :) so sweet..
there got no reson for like someone..like is like..
what kind of reson you want? pretty?cute? sexy?hot?Money?
all this just bullshit!!
like a person got no reson..
if got, i dun think it call love anymore..

today is the day which i give up on her!
that all..
maybe im the one who changed.so?
whatever..

hmm maybe there have a girl like my attitude :) or dun..
gosh ..dun kw what im typing also..goshzzzz


Anyway, i quit smoke!!! i dun wan do anything more stupid hurt myself to forget her anymore

Today actually want meet mz and cw play bb under mz blk,
but end up only cw company me play.
sorry mz cant eat dinner with you,next time :)
meet up soon ba

My heart full of problem,haiz
thank to cw listen to me :/
im ok now.
smile :D

thank to some of you,
when im sad you all always at my side
dun worry guy.
No matter how many wave, i will still stand up and face it!!
Just like a fishman:x
hahas

Testing.