like,give up,forget a person got so hard maiz?
why i just cant do it?
i care her so much but in the end im the one who hurt..so funny..zzz
Everytime i start to fall in love with a girl,always is a sad ending.
gosh..i really dun kw what to do aready..

i just wan a girl that easy to get along,and care about me only..
i dun care she pretty or what..
so what is the girl pretty? she also will get old what..dun tell me she can mantain pretty alway..
lol..
haiz.
My friends all keep ask me to give up and forget about her.
say is easy, but it damn hard to forget..do u kw?
it take time..but sometime time also no use :/
maybe that me ba..
i wun anyhow like a girl unless i really like her alot ..

sometime i really hate myself
once a girl start to care me or keep talking with me,i will start to have those stupid feeling
take one eg ba..mel (church friend) *1st
she start to talk to me at first..then that stupid feeling back again..HATE HATE HATE
*2nd (geo)
she is that kind of girl that i have alot of fun talking to her,
li siao and shooting each other...and she the first and only girl that care me..
im very happy..
but sad ending also..:/

Aggggg!! why i always like that de?
girl talk or care about me i will start to have those lame feeling? WTF??
haiz..
HAO LA!! i really must give up on her le..the more i drag the pain i will get..

heard this from one of my friend
" find those girl that like you,not you like her at first,and slowly try to like her"
maybe the feel of letting ppl like is more better than u like ppl..
i really totally agree..

maybe i next time find a girl that like me...and try to give her a chance
i dun want find anymore. i give up on this aready ..i tired of it..
sometime got a girl like me, is also a happy thing:) i like her back :) so sweet..
there got no reson for like someone..like is like..
what kind of reson you want? pretty?cute? sexy?hot?Money?
all this just bullshit!!
like a person got no reson..
if got, i dun think it call love anymore..

today is the day which i give up on her!
that all..
maybe im the one who changed.so?
whatever..

hmm maybe there have a girl like my attitude :) or dun..
gosh ..dun kw what im typing also..goshzzzz


Anyway, i quit smoke!!! i dun wan do anything more stupid hurt myself to forget her anymore